Friday, October 24, 2008 1:23 PM
once upon a time,a girl fell so in love wif a boy.she confessed t him but gt rejected.aft 10 mths,the boy fell for her.aft some time,dey finally gt tgt on 19 dec.dey were so in love tt both made promises t each other.the girl lived in happiness in tt period of time.aft dey were tgt for 8 mths,things began t chng.the boy was veh cold towards her.he broke her heart once.but,dey manage t talk things over.however,it did nt last.he broke her heart twice.the last time she spoke t him face t face,was on their 9 mth anni.the boy dun seem t rmb dis date.dey did nt talk for 1 mth plus,due t their exams.however,even aft his exams,he avoided her.he felt tt she was over possessive.t the extent tt he did nt have time t do his own things.she tried t talk things over but he chose t seal himself up.during the exams,it was tough for her.she was heartbroken.yet she need t focus on her exams.when she get back her results,it was veh disappointing.she did badly.maybe,she will retain.on 22 oct,the boy returned her mp3 t her.and wanted his jacket back.she knew wad was going t happen.she want t meet the boy.but,he gave excuses t avoid her.finally,on 24 oct,dey met up.he came wif 2 other friends.he did not give her a chance t hug him for the last time.he broke her heart thrice.he gt back his jacket.dey jus broke up.4 days just before her birthday.he wont even spend her birthday wif her.nt even in advance.on tt very day,the girl died.she committed suicide.she was jus too heartbroken.she did nt hav the courage t live on.for she lost her happiness.the boy was her love.but he just hurt her too badly.so badly tt she wanted t end her life.
Monday, October 13, 2008 5:02 PM
[Chorus]How come? we dun even talk no more?we dun even talk no more?we dun barely keep touch at all,and i dun even feel the same love when we hug no more?[Verse 1]So How Come?We're not dumb,i was plannin my future step by step,but she stood in my way,i was like "Man, that's not fun"Of coz, i loved her,and she loved me,but i killed H.A.Z,Y? i dun wanna be eminent lyk Eminem,he killed his wife in his rhyme and i killed none of'em.see, i loved her so much i even fought with my mama,i loved her so much, i stopped rhyming lyk a rappa,i was loving her 24/7, now i'm so fierce like Jack The Ripper,who won't go to 7-11? if you dun, thats a fable,and she took me like a suspicious person "is your friend a girl?", hater,so does she really understand me? knows about me?i asked someone else, and that is me....[Chorus]How come? we dun even talk no more?
we dun even talk no more?
we dun barely keep touch at all,
and i dun even feel the same love when we hug no more?
[Verse 2]turn back the hands of the time,flip through the book of rhyme,i had this line,"girl You so fine"you see, there is a problem lying between us,the problem is we never had a problem b4, thus,i wondered, is there really Love?or, it just like another task,so i positioned myself at a top spot,i was tryin to make a great shot,Click Clack, Bang, i made Mr. Clock die right on the spot,i did it, i made him lie on the floor,point is, i paused time, so that i could buy more,but she made a spell, made a resurrection,i was fucked up "Who gave her the Invitation?"then she wasin mumbling'bout something disappear,the next thing i heard was she said she'd disappeared into the thin air...so does she really understand me? knows about me?
i asked someone else, and that is not only me....[Chorus]How come? we dun even talk no more?we dun even talk no more?we dun barely keep touch at all,and i dun even feel the same love when we hug no more?
Thursday, September 18, 2008 8:18 PM
in the bible it says:when i was a child, i spoke as a child,i understood as a child, i thought as a child,but when i became a man, i put away those childish things,i'm talkin'bout some transformations, "childish" wasn't what i really meant.i'm on the edge of breakin down,i'm confused too, ain't know how to react right now,all the things happened at the same time,jumpin around, bouncin around,but they aren't rabbit,neither they're Wiskey,you can't jus fisnish'em on one count,there's only one doubt,i can't take it down,no ways i've found,vanish myself, how's that sound??nah, i ain't gon' do sth lyk that,its jus not me, i'm not my dad.didn you know that your environment hav shape you, D?things around you, people around you cause you do strange things.i hav this strange feeling,but i'll nvr know where it came from, why it came to me.it stays as a myth,its more than meets the eyes......amen....
3:00 PM
im confused.sometimes i think im crazy.im crazy,oh so crazy.inside it drives me crazy.my insecurities could eat me alive.but then i see my darling.
suddenly im not crazy.it all make sense when i look into his eyes.cos my darling knows tt her ling love him.nth can take him from me.dear,rmb wad i say.i love you.muacks.do you think about me now and then?do you think about me now and then?Labels: extracted from hallie's song ; homecoming.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 8:10 AM
i feel hurt yet loved.
Saturday, September 13, 2008 6:47 PM
yoyoyo!i watched "Bangkok Dangerous" wif dear (:damn nice lah~i love cathay in causeway point!cos dey gt good delivery services.when you buy the movie tickets,you can also buy food.den you can request dem t send in to you.most importantly,i lost my fone in tt cinema many weeks ago.yet i manage t retrive it.aft 5-6 hours! good eh?yup! den tdy we ordered wedges combo.of cos,we requested for delivery.den when we walk into the theatre,the person was alr waitin fer us dere.cheers to the good services (:i wonder if other outlets of cathay gt provide dis service.or even other cinemas.i was feelin kinda moody tdy.cos dear went back early t study.den he nv keep me accompany.but im alright now! (:cos he said sth t me tt cheered me up~ Ling, i love you (: OMG! these 3 words nv fail t lift my mood up :DDEAR, I LOVE YOU TOO! (:
Friday, September 12, 2008 7:21 PM
im finally updating my blog.haha.dere is dis irritating BIG flying insect in my hse.it keep flapping its wings.den gt the scary buzzing sound.help!on sunday is my ah gong's birthday (:we are going to celebrate!i can get to see my les and baobei!&& Eldora.haha.a pity tt dear cant come.tml im goin out wif dear :Dto watch movie.haha.i want to watch "Mirrors".but i scared.cos i always use the mirror mah.BUT, i gt dear wif me (:last week,i sent my fone fer repair.cos touch screen nt working.den i used nokia 2100.veh retro eh?haha.now i gt my fone back.touch screen is repaired.no prob alr.anw, im HAPPY!cos he loves me (:
